It’s time… it’s been long awaited but now we finally have our cameras to start filming our documentary. Between last and now I’ve somehow lost my confidence in my quality of work that will go into the documentary. This will be the biggest and longest project I have ever partaken in during my college career, and I guess the scale of it all is finally starting to hit me.
I don’t know why I feel this way; I guess it’s just really bad nerves. I tend to think negatively when I go into a new project and even though I know it’s a terrible practice it’s something that I can’t seem to shake. I’m reminded of the fact that I am by myself in this project. I want to be able to do a great job so I can look back on my days in J-School and say I have no regrets. I know I’ve done the best I can to prepare for my production so I shouldn't be too worried.
I have contacted my sources and will begin shooting later this week. Hopefully once I start shooting I will start to see my story arc come together. Maybe then I won’t feel as lost as I do now.